AN OPEN LETTER OF EMOTION

First and foremost, I have a question on you, what’s happening? Why you became so cold and aloof? Is there something wrong? Did I do a thing that makes you mad? Or you just start to close things for good? If that’s a big YES!! I’m terribly hurt, wreck and emotionally torture.

I don’t want to believe that you are starting to make distance at all. I assume that things might go well because the beginning seems to be so perfect; I concede I already like you since the beginning and honestly I’m starting to fall for you. But since I see in your actions that you just want to end this up. I have nothing to do with it, but to accept the reality and the fact that the things that we started are over.

From this moment on, I’m letting you go. I’m giving you the freedom and happiness that you want, I guess you just realized that you still attached to her and I feel it within my heart that you still love her and you only used me to forget her.

You don’t need to apologize for that. I already forgive you, I just want you to know that im very happy and I don’t regret knowing you much deeper. The memories I had with you will surely be place in my heart and I will treasure it.

I’m saying goodbye not for the essence of real goodbye, I’m saying goodbye because I just want to make you happier having her. I assure you that I will be here for you and I will always care for you in silence especially in the moment when you cant hold on to pain.

Whatever happen even if she dumped you off again, comeback to and I swear with all my heart that I will accept you open arms, I will wipe you tears and give you a warm hug that symbolizes I waited for you to come back. If that chance will come true that would be probably the happiest day of my life.

So before I end this letter of mine, I just want to tell you that you give new meaning in my life since the day I met you until now that im letting you go. Thank you for everything and I’m gonna miss you so much.. GOODBYE!!!

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THIS LETTER IS ESPECILLY FOR YOU!!! IF YOU EXPERIECED IT, ITS TIME TO REMINISE, IF NOT ITS TIME TO THINK TWICE, I MADE THIS LETTER TO EXPRESSED AN EMOTIONAL TRUTH BEHIND THE SAD STORIES OF LETTING GO, WAITING IN VAIN AND MOVING ON.. I HOPE THIS WILL INSPIRE YOU AND HELP YOU TO REALIZE THE TRUE MEANING OF SACRIFICE!!!

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game of love

3 sleepless nights, in just 3 nights I realize a lot of things..
I’m just wondering, is there something wrong with me?? a question that keeps digging on my head!! In the past years I never had a perfect relationship.. is there something wrong with me or there just a problem in the man I choose to love!!,

I get so confused and the memories of my past just keep on indulging.. Every single man I love became a big part of my life.. I learn a lot of lessons from them; all the heartaches that made me strong and the feeling of being numb just took in control. I don’t wanna mention name coz I don’t want to throw them the feeling of guilt. I already forgive and I definitely forget..

And now I’m not getting any younger, I’m not into play, I’m not into a game of love anymore, I’m sick and tired of playing with them. I don’t wanna get hurt anymore.. all I wanted is to love truly and to be love by someone who will never let me go.

I’m gonna wait for him, that’s a promise, he will be the last man that I will love, so im not be on hurry anymore.. time will come he will be sitting beside me, watching our children around and keeping the promise of being together forever of the best term for it is till death do us part. if the time is right and the love if still alive, ill be there for him!!!

im so happy!!

my crush and i went out on a date ( i guess its a date).. although its only for 2 hours.. its worthy.. we had fun.. i feel very at ease and very comfortable with him... i already missed him.. from now on he is my inspiration.. :D

what should i do??

i think im falling,, falling inlove with my friend.. but i cant admit it to him.. bcoz im afraid that our friendship will be wreck.. shocks..!! what should i do?.. he is so nice to me.. and i cant resist to be with him.. plz give me a sign.. :'c

FUTURE WRECKER

how can we graduate on time if he keeps on making our life miserable..he didint come to class on time. most of the time he is absent, many reasons, many alibis to tell.. shit... guess what its he's freaking responsibility to teach us.. but at the end we learn nothing but how to come on class late.. i hate this semester!!!

FREAKING HELL ADVISER

grrr.. I HATE HIM so much.. why did he do that to my fellow classmates and so with me.. our hardships, efforts are all worhtless.. Bullshit.. we cant accept that we are incomplete in our major subjects.. he is so bias and unfair.. we need justice.. hmmpp...

boring summer

grrr... summer summer summer. what should i do for summer?.
my family doesn't have any plan for summer..
so basically I'm gonna stay in our house, lying in my bed imagining that I'm in the beach and having some cocktail.. geezzz.. why does my vaction turn into boredom.. :c